Текст и перевод песни Kenshi Yonezu - 馬と鹿

馬と鹿

歪んで傷だらけの春
麻酔も打たずに歩いた
体の奥底で響く
生き足りないと強く
まだ味わうさ 噛み終えたガムの味
冷めきれないままの心で
ひとつひとつなくした果てに
ようやく残ったもの
これが愛じゃなければなんと呼ぶのか
僕は知らなかった
呼べよ 花の名前をただ一つだけ
張り裂けるくらいに
鼻先が触れる 呼吸が止まる
痛みは消えないままでいい
疲れたその目で何を言う
傷跡隠して歩いた
そのくせ影をばら撒いた
気づいて欲しかった
まだ歩けるか 噛み締めた砂の味
夜露で濡れた芝生の上
はやる胸に 尋ねる言葉
終わるにはまだ早いだろう
誰も悲しまぬように微笑むことが
上手くできなかった
一つ ただ一つでいい 守れるだけで
それでよかったのに
あまりにくだらない 願いが消えない
誰にも奪えない魂
何に例えよう 君と僕を 踵に残る似た傷を
晴れ間を結えばまだ続く 行こう花も咲かないうちに
これが愛じゃなければなんと呼ぶのか
僕は知らなかった
呼べよ 恐れるままに花の名前を
君じゃなきゃ駄目だと
鼻先が触れる 呼吸が止まる
痛みは消えないままでいい
あまりにくだらない 願いが消えない
止まない

Uma to Shika

A spring distorted and scarred
I walked without anesthesia
In the depths of my body it resonates
A strong sense of emptiness
I still taste the flavor of gum I've chewed to the end
With a heart that still can't cool down
One by one, I've lost everything
What finally remains
If this isn't love, then what should I call it?
I didn't know
Call out the name of a flower, just one
To the point of bursting
My nose touches yours and my breath stops
It's okay if the pain doesn't go away
With those weary eyes, what do you have to say?
I walked with my wounds hidden
Yet I spread my shadow
I wanted you to notice
Can you still walk? The taste of sand between my teeth
On the dew-covered lawn
Words that race through my mind
It's too early to end, don't you think?
Smiling so that no one would be sad
I couldn't do it well
If only I could protect one thing, just one
That would have been enough
Such a trivial wish that I can't let go of
A soul that no one can take away
What can I compare us to? The similar wounds left on our heels
If we could connect the gaps of sunshine, it would continue
If this isn't love, then what should I call it?
I didn't know
Call out the name of the flower, just as you fear
It has to be you
My nose touches yours and my breath stops
It's okay if the pain doesn't go away
Such a trivial wish that I can't let go of
Won't stop