Текст и перевод песни 蛋堡Soft Lipa - 演員

演員

蛋堡

演員

我又要換上我的戲服
表布是共識 內裡才是我的意圖
一旦穿上它就緊緊黏著皮膚
台詞是即興 但規則要記住
比如 不管什麼戲路
它總要你演著寬容 演著不嫉妒
照著社會給的劇本
在餘生 演好一幕又一幕
到結束 才會被評為好戲一部
這步走出門外開始 就是踏進棚內
無論主角配角 都是競爭的同類
又總會 迷惑沈醉於燈光掌聲
有時入戲太深 忘了何者為真
像個演員的人生

學會揣摩喜怒哀樂 詮釋生旦淨丑
沒得彩排 沒人拍攝 全為了應酬
所謂成熟更多時候只是學會壓抑
是磨練著演技 去承受那些壓力
卻又恨自己的不果決
恨自己不是故事主角很難不妥協
也恨自己 把演技磨得太老練
恨自己 想逃避又在意表現
所以時常表面是湖 心裡是瀑布
表演總和心聲相反或者有出入
用笑當布幕 讓眼淚流向腹部
想逃開注目 只好越活越孤獨
所以越活越孤獨

我終於脫下我的戲服
拉扯了一生 弄鬆了我的皮膚
如釋重負 躺在我該躺的地方
沒留下什麼 只剩下劇照一張
看最後一場戲
我沒有什麼已經受夠卻不能放棄
也沒有什麼不能透露的幕後花絮
我想起 此生的好些插曲 評價是兩極
面前是我的親人 我的朋友 我的摯愛
如果有人演著悲傷 算是我的失敗
相對於他們 平靜的我的姿態
是一切終於落幕 享受我的自在
從未有過的自在

Actor

Dear one,

Actor

I must don my costume once more,
The fabric is consensus, the lining conceals my motive.
Once worn, it clings tightly to my skin.
The lines are improvised, but the rules must be remembered.
For example, no matter the role,
You must always act with tolerance and without envy.
Following the script given by society,
Throughout life, you must perform act after act,
Only at the end will you be judged a good play.
The moment you step outside is the moment you enter the studio.
Whether protagonist or supporting actor, we are all competitors.
And we often lose ourselves in the lights and applause.
Sometimes we get too caught up in the role and forget what is real.
Like an actor's life,

Learning to portray happiness, anger, sorrow, and joy, interpreting every role.
No rehearsals, no filming, all for the sake of socializing.
So-called maturity is often just learning to suppress.
It is honing one's acting skills to withstand the pressure.
Yet I despise my indecisiveness,
Despise that I am not the protagonist of the story and can hardly compromise.
I also despise my own acting, honed to perfection.
I despise that I want to escape yet care about my performance.
That's why my surface is often calm while my heart is a raging waterfall.
My performance is always the opposite of my heart or somewhat off.
Using laughter as a curtain, I let my tears flow into my stomach.
To escape attention, I live an increasingly solitary life,
An increasingly solitary life.

Finally, I shed my costume,
Tugging at it all my life, it loosens my skin.
With a sense of relief, I lie where I belong,
Leaving nothing behind but a single photograph.
Watching the final scene,
There is nothing I have had enough of yet cannot give up,
Nor is there anything behind the scenes I cannot reveal.
I recall many episodes of my life, the reviews were mixed.
Before me are my family, my friends, my beloved.
If anyone plays the role of sadness, it is my failure.
Compared to them, my peaceful demeanor
Means that the curtain has finally fallen and I am enjoying my freedom,
An unprecedented freedom.