Текст и перевод песни 蛋堡Soft Lipa - 內部整修(Intro)

內部整修(Intro)

為我的嘀咕做筆錄 忙翻了腦袋裡的編輯部
面對人生的題庫 換了筆觸 再次起步
這只是過程 還有千里路
醫生看著X光片 異常困惑 檢查我抑揚頓挫
現在從思想到聲音 都比較混濁
究竟發生了什麼 不要問我
開始進行清創 把我心上壞死的部分 挖個精光
這讓我暈眩 疼痛劃破腦海 像一台速度超快的軍艦
難以忍受的程度有多大 重播它 像兩截斷骨間摩擦
直到變成快感而無法作罷 越難面對的就越要去挑撥它
自我意識像flow一樣流動
但如果無法與人溝通 就只是一場幽夢
此時難以接近如我 接近走火入魔後嘗到苦果又復活
經歷了內部整修時 而感到挫折時 而覺得自己很邱
嘶吼著 任由回憶折磨不肯丟
赤裸地自首了 也是我的成就
為了忍耐暫時摒住我的呼吸 身體心理像是不協調的夫妻
腦中的暈眩不是因為訴we 聲音的顫抖不是因為哭泣
忙著平定內亂所以過得孤僻 紀錄自己才是我生活的目的
艱深道理 不會有太多人附議
但內部整修之後 我已沒有顧忌

Interior Renovation (Intro)

Documenting my thoughts keeps my mind's editorial department bustling
Facing life's test bank, I've changed my approach and am starting over
This is just the beginning, there's a long way to go
The doctor looks at the X-ray with perplexion, examining my highs and lows
Now, from my thoughts to my voice, everything seems muddled
Don't ask me what happened
Beginning the debridement, meticulously removing the necrotic parts of my heart
It makes me dizzy; the pain cuts through my mind like a high-speed battleship
How much more can I endure? Replay it, like the friction between two broken bones
Until it becomes ecstasy and I can't stop, the harder it is to face, the more I provoke it
My consciousness flows like water
But if I can't communicate with others, it's just a pipe dream
Now, I'm hard to approach, like someone who's tasted the bitter fruit of obsession and risen from the ashes
Undergoing internal renovations, sometimes I feel defeated, sometimes I feel proud
Roaring, I refuse to let go of the memories that torment me
To confess so openly is also my accomplishment
To endure, I temporarily hold my breath, my body and mind like a mismatched couple
The dizziness in my head isn't from partying, the trembling in my voice isn't from crying
Busy quelling the inner turmoil, I've become isolated, documenting myself is the purpose of my life
Profound truths won't find much agreement
But after this internal renovation, I have no more qualms