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被吃掉的靈魂

心瓣如何感動 思想都不會再溝通
沒有意識不會痛 不必叫我保重
恥笑我也不面紅 打我罵我亦未曾動容
腦裡海馬體 我已完全挖空

沒有覺知 當我生存喪失宗旨 與死很類似
要扮正常人類時 誰來問我呼吸的意思?
腐化的心靈欠缺心事 沒有東西在意
若然餓死都可以

欣賞連場悲劇 一心想哭到眼都腫
直插兩刀感覺痛 都總算會悲慟
恐怖片血一樣紅 驚嚇片難以再熱衷
問誰還有任何場面令我驚恐?

沒有覺知 當我生存喪失宗旨 與死很類似
要扮正常人類時 誰來問我呼吸的意思?
腐化的心靈欠缺心事 沒有東西在意
靈魂被吃掉 愛已空置

平凡人與我都有血肉
用膳 睡覺 工作後 喝水
變成人生樂趣
人們長此下去 忘掉我那樣流淚

活躍四肢 不過感情已經終止 記不起上次
血液正常流動時 就算有傷心史都似喪屍
歡笑跟悲情那有差異 境況一般相似
沒人令我心儀 沒有事要堅持 安息也可以

大可以長眠不醒 沒有心智

The Devoured Soul

How can my heart be moved? Thoughts no longer communicate.
Without consciousness, there's no pain. Don't tell me to take care.
Mock me, I won't blush. Hit me, scold me, I won't react.
The hippocampus in my brain, I've completely hollowed it out.

Without awareness, when my existence loses its purpose, it's much like death.
When I have to pretend to be a normal human, who will ask me the meaning of breathing?
My decaying heart lacks worries. There's nothing I care about.
Even if I starve to death, so be it.

I watch tragedies unfold, longing to cry until my eyes swell.
Stabbing myself twice, feeling the pain, at least I can still grieve.
Horror movies, blood-red, yet they no longer excite me.
Who can tell me what scene could still frighten me?

Without awareness, when my existence loses its purpose, it's much like death.
When I have to pretend to be a normal human, who will ask me the meaning of breathing?
My decaying heart lacks worries. There's nothing I care about.
My soul has been devoured, love lies vacant.

Ordinary people and I, we both have flesh and blood.
Eating, sleeping, working, then drinking water.
These become the joys of life.
People continue like this, forgetting how I used to cry.

My limbs are active, but my feelings have ceased. I can't remember the last time
My blood flowed normally. Even with a history of heartbreak, I'm like a zombie.
Joy and sorrow, what's the difference? The situations are all the same.
No one captures my heart, nothing to hold onto. Resting in peace is fine too.

I could just sleep forever, without a mind.