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自欺欺人

期待你忽然 悟觉之时 仍未太晚
期望我忽然 后悔之时 仍未伤得太深
其后淡然习惯
即使不稀罕赔掉时间 我总有天气滤心淡

用你飘忽的好意
换我最难忘一次
是我爱上浪子 不可以
独个令你心仪

用我青春押一注
换你回头停留是处
只想你到最后
心中会内疚
还后悔付出的爱不够

期待你忽然 悟觉之时 仍未太晚
期望我忽然 后悔之时 仍未伤得太深
其后淡然习惯
即使不稀罕赔掉时间 我总有天气滤心淡

用我冀盼的双眼
换你偶尔来一晚
用我无穷容忍 姑息你
但你视作等闲

用我青春押一注
换你回头停留是处
只想你到最后
心中会内疚
还后悔付出的爱不够

如何自处
怎么我今次愿意孤掷一注
为何可以
抛开了一切 为你一人 自弃森林
任性一次

用我冀盼的双眼
换你偶尔来一晚
用我无穷容忍 姑息你
但你视作等闲

用我青春押一注
换你回头停留是处
只想你到最后
心中会内疚
还后悔付出的爱不够

Deception

I hope you suddenly wake up and realize that it's not too late
I hope I suddenly regret it, when it's not too late to be hurt
Then I'll calmly get used to it
Even if I don't care about wasting my time, I will always be able to let go and move on.

With your fleeting kindness
You give me my most unforgettable experience.
It's because I fell in love with a playboy, I can't
Be the only one you desire.

I bet my youth on you
I hope you turn around and stay here.
I just want you to eventually
Feel guilty in your heart
And regret that you didn't love me enough.

I hope you suddenly wake up and realize that it's not too late
I hope I suddenly regret it, when it's not too late to be hurt
Then I'll calmly get used to it
Even if I don't care about wasting my time, I will always be able to let go and move on.

With my hopeful eyes
You give me an occasional night.
With my endless tolerance, I indulge you
But you take it for granted.

I bet my youth on you
I hope you turn around and stay here.
I just want you to eventually
Feel guilty in your heart
And regret that you didn't love me enough.

How can I live with myself?
How come I am willing to risk everything this time?
Why can I
Give up everything, and abandon my own life, just for you?
Being willful just this once.

With my hopeful eyes
You give me an occasional night.
With my endless tolerance, I indulge you
But you take it for granted.

I bet my youth on you
I hope you turn around and stay here.
I just want you to eventually
Feel guilty in your heart
And regret that you didn't love me enough.