Текст и перевод песни 郭雪芙 - 愛過

愛過

忍住不说 是否就算没发生过
沉默 侵蚀两颗心的紧缩
若无其事吃饭看电影 空白越来越多
面对面滑手机 多少心事在躲

相处那么寂寞 相爱变得幽默
为什么你的事 来自别人口中
记得曾经 无话不说
谁犯的错 谁来结果

我看起来轻松 不代表不痛
我没有说出口 不代表不懂
我表现得成熟 不代表我冷漠
你装傻要多久 期待我等多久
我装傻不追究 是奢望你也有感受

我看起来轻松 是我很难过
我没有说出口 是不忍放手
我表现得成熟 是逞强的温柔
都已经走了那么久 都还不愿转过头
总觉得原谅还有救 总觉得爱还有保留
都爱过

相处那么寂寞 相爱变得幽默
为什么你的事 来自别人口中
记得曾经 无话不说
谁犯的错 谁来结果

我看起来轻松 不代表不痛
我没有说出口 不代表不懂
我表现得成熟 不代表我冷漠
你装傻要多久 期待我等多久
我装傻不追究 是奢望你也有感受

我看起来轻松 是我很难过
我没有说出口 是不忍放手
我表现得成熟 是逞强的温柔
都已经走了那么久 都还不愿转过头
总觉得原谅还有救 总觉得爱还有保留
都爱过

我看起来轻松 是我很难过
我没有说出口 是不忍放手
我表现得成熟 是逞强的温柔
装傻的人承担所有 碎了心还不肯走
也许是回忆太执着 也许是感情太笨拙
都爱过

Been in Love

Holding back from speaking, has it all gone undone?
Silence eats away, and our hearts grow numb.
Dinner and a movie, pretending all is well, but the silence between us swells.
Scrolling on our phones, face to face, avoiding the words we cannot embrace.

Such loneliness in our company, our love has become a parody.
Why do I learn of your affairs from others' mouths?
I remember when we would share everything out loud.
Who is at fault? Who will face the consequence?

I may look carefree, but the pain is deep within.
I may not have said it, but it doesn't mean I don't know.
I may act mature, but it doesn't mean I'm indifferent,
How long will you pretend, and how long must I endure?
I play dumb and don't pursue, hoping you might sense it too.

I may look carefree, but I'm truly heartbroken.
I may not have said it, but it's because I can't bear to let go.
I may act mature, but it's a facade of strength, a gentle lie, you know.
We've come so far, yet neither of us will turn around.
We believe forgiveness can save us still, that our love has some spark left to fulfill.
We've both been in love.

Such loneliness in our company, our love has become a parody.
Why do I learn of your affairs from others' mouths?
I remember when we would share everything out loud.
Who is at fault? Who will face the consequence?

I may look carefree, but the pain is deep within.
I may not have said it, but it doesn't mean I don't know.
I may act mature, but it doesn't mean I'm indifferent,
How long will you pretend, and how long must I endure?
I play dumb and don't pursue, hoping you might sense it too.

I may look carefree, but I'm truly heartbroken.
I may not have said it, but it's because I can't bear to let go.
I may act mature, but it's a facade of strength, a gentle lie, you know.
We've come so far, yet neither of us will turn around.
We believe forgiveness can save us still, that our love has some spark left to fulfill.
We've both been in love.

I may look carefree, but I'm truly heartbroken.
I may not have said it, but it's because I can't bear to let go.
I may act mature, but it's a facade of strength, a gentle lie, you know.
The one who pretends bears the burden, the broken heart won't abandon.
Perhaps our memories are too stubborn, our emotions too clumsy.
We've both been in love.