Текст и перевод песни 鍾舒漫 - 心灰

心灰

心灰

天阴得漆黑 平地一声雷
脆弱的灵魂 被炸得粉碎
我是一粒灰 不坠也不飞
世界一片黑 哪里是我依归
切肤的伤悲 却痛入骨髓
汹涌的潮水 逼着我后退
退到了绝境
最后还是要面对
我要藏起来
把一颗受伤的心包裹起来
我要藏起来
黑暗中我的表情显得好苍白
意冷心灰重重的阴霾
如影随形深深的悲哀

还是逃不开

倦也不能睡 吃也不知味
喊不出声音 哭不出眼泪
忧郁像厉鬼
缠着我为所欲为
甩不掉累赘
我要藏起来
把一颗受伤的心包裹起来
我要藏起来
黑暗中我的表情显得好苍白
意冷心灰重重的阴霾
如影随形深深的悲哀

看不到未来

我很怀念很久以前缤纷的色彩
再也回不来
现在的我像个小孩 无助等待
回不来 只能任由
无尽的黑夹杂着苍白
交织成的灰
笼罩着我残留的无奈
我要藏起来
把一颗受伤的心装进口袋
我要藏起来
我就像一颗尘埃悬浮在大海
也许拨开重重的阴霾
告别现在深深的悲哀

就看到未来

Heartbreak

Heartbreak

The sky is pitch black, and there is a sudden thunderclap on the flat ground
My feeble soul is shattered
I am a speck of dust, neither falling nor flying
The world is pitch black. Where shall I turn?
The sheer sorrow cuts deep into the bone
The surging tide forces me to retreat
I retreat to the brink
But I will have to face it eventually
I want to hide
And protect my wounded heart
I want to hide
My expression is so pale in the dark
Dejected and heartbroken, filled with gloom
Grief follows close behind, like a shadow

I still can't escape it

I can't sleep when I'm tired, and I can't enjoy my food
I can't let out a sound, and I can't cry
Melancholy is like a malicious spirit
缠着我为所欲为
I can't shake off the burden
I want to hide
And protect my wounded heart
I want to hide
My expression is so pale in the dark
Dejected and heartbroken, filled with gloom
Grief follows close behind, like a shadow

I can't see the future

I dearly miss the colorful hues of the past
They will never return
Now I am just like a child, waiting helplessly
They will never return. I can only endure
Endless darkness mingled with paleness
Intertwined to form gray
Engulfing my lingering helplessness
I want to hide
And put my wounded heart in my pocket
I want to hide
I am like a speck of dust suspended in the sea
Perhaps if I could dispel the heavy gloom
I could bid farewell to the profound sadness of the present

And see the future