Текст и перевод песни Mao Abe - POSE

POSE

そう いつも笑顔携えてる ドブのような夜を抱えても
その方が私で居られる 私の好きな私で居れる
傷を付けようとする仕草も 揉み返すほど甘い言葉も
心に落ちてゆく前に 唾みたいに吐き出さなくちゃ

誰かが私を讃えて呼んでる 嘘はもうやめて

隠すのが上手いだけ 平気な振りが上手いだけ
強くはないわ ポーズだけ 自分の声も聞こえぬほど

聞き分けのいい羊の皮を引っ剥がして早く眠りたいの
そのままの私で居たい 生まれたままの私で居たい

着たい服なんて端からないのよ この下を見て

認められてたいだけ 私を許されてたいだけ
嘘まみれの笑い声 こびり付いてもう取れないよ

愛を知る為どれほど自分を殺すのだろう
愛して欲しいのは果たしてどの私なんだろう

隠すのが上手いだけ 平気な振りが上手いだけ
強くはないわ ポーズだけ 自分の声も聞こえぬほど

なんにも考えず笑いたい
もっと上手に生きてみたい
あなたの求めてる私じゃない
自分をさらけ出し歩みたい
なんにも考えず笑いたい
もっと上手に生きてみたい
あなたの求めてる私じゃない
本当の自分さらけ出せるその日まで

POSE

Yes, I always wear a smile, even when I'm carrying the weight of a dirty night
It makes it easier for me, easier to be who I love
The gestures you make that cause me pain, the sweet words you whisper to ease my strain
I have to spit them out before they consume me

Someone called me something I loved; honey, please stop lying

I'm just good at hiding it, good at pretending to be okay
I have no strength—it's just a facade—I can't even hear my own voice

I want to rip off the obedient sheep's skin that I've been wearing, and go to sleep
I want to be myself, I want to be who I was born to be

The clothes I want to wear are covered by this; just look below

All I want is to be recognized, to be forgiven
My fake laughter is like a stain that I can't remove

How many times have I killed myself to be worthy of your love?
Which version of me do you want to love?

I'm just good at hiding it, good at pretending to be okay
I have no strength—it's just a facade—I can't even hear my own voice

I want to laugh without thinking
I want to be better at living
I am not the person you want me to be
I want to bare myself and walk forward
I want to laugh without thinking
I want to be better at living
I am not the person you want me to be
Until the day I can show the real me