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時間裡的

那時你只有18歲
第一次看見你
你紮著長長的馬尾
面朝大海
那時你愛顧城的詩
也學他總戴帽子
你總說我是個任性的孩子

那時你21歲了
為自由剪去你的長髮
你不相信天是藍的
裝聾作啞
你總愛站在窗子前
訴說你昨晚做過的夢
你還說會夢見我
我不相信

那時你25歲了
我們赤裸在床上抽煙
你說我們是兩座孤島
永不能相接
你吹滅最後的蠟燭
輕輕親吻我的眼
你說親愛的
你不在了 我還有誰呢？

那天是你30歲的生日
重新留起了你的長髮
向窗下灑你的日記
沉默不語
你說害怕別人看見它
應該把它們撕碎吧
你跳下去了
很久沒回來

親愛的你還沒回來
天已黑了
天黑了 親愛的 你去哪兒了

親愛的你還不回來
天已黑了
天黑了 我們的孩子睡著了

親愛的你還不回來
天已亮了
天亮了 親愛的 你去哪兒了

天亮的時候
你還沒回來
親愛的 我們的孩子 醒來了

Time Within

You were only 18 then
The first time I saw you
You wore your hair in a long ponytail
Facing the sea
You loved Gu Cheng's poems back then
And like him, you always wore a hat
You always said I was a wayward child

You were 21 then
Cut your long hair for freedom
You didn't believe the sky was blue
Playing deaf and dumb
You always loved to stand by the window
Telling me about the dreams you had last night
You even said you dreamt of me
I didn't believe you

You were 25 then
We lay naked in bed, smoking
You said we were two isolated islands
Never to connect
You blew out the last candle
Gently kissed my eyes
You said, my dear,
If you're gone, who will I have?

That day was your 30th birthday
You grew your long hair back
Scattered your diary pages out the window
Silent and speechless
You said you were afraid someone would see them
That they should be torn to shreds
You jumped
And haven't come back for so long

My dear, you haven't come back yet
It's dark now
It's dark now, my dear, where have you gone?

My dear, you still haven't come back
It's dark now
It's dark now, our child is asleep

My dear, you still haven't come back
It's light now
It's light now, my dear, where have you gone?

When it became light
You still hadn't come back
My dear, our child has woken up