Текст и перевод песни 鬱P feat. Hatsune Miku - I thought I was an angel

I thought I was an angel

周りのみんなと同じ天使だと思っていた
肌の色、輪の色、瞳も同じだった
取り柄にすらなりえない「当たり前」をこなせる
周りのみんなと同じ天使だと思っていた

誰に習ってもいない賛美歌を歌って
誰に習ってもいない飛び方で飛んでいる
じわり開いてく差に
なんの疑いも持たずに
周りのみんなと同じ天使だと思っていた

何度も励まされ
何度も肩押され
一聞いて十を知れと教わった

出来ない 出来ない
みんな歩いている 遠ざかってゆく
ああ ふと気づいたらもう
やりたい事は そんな大層じゃない
置いてかれずに ただそこに居たい
ああ そんな当たり前が出来ない

天使は制服を脱ぎ
背広上下に着替え
誰に習ってもいないのに暮らしている
正しい「暮らし」が出来ず
いつも散漫な仕事ぶり
周りのみんなと同じ事が出来なかった

神様の設計ミスか
それともどっか落としたか
一聞いて十を知れと怒鳴られた

出来ない 出来ない

みんな歩いている 遠ざかってゆく
ああ ふと気づいたらもう
見たい景色は そんな大層じゃない
日曜18ロク時台のアニメくらいのもの
ああ そんな当たり前が出来ない
なあ 想像つくかい
飛べない事 歌えぬ事
やり方は分かっているのに
鉛みたいに身体が動かない事

湿気た羽 ばたつかせ
ほこり撒き散らして
天使だか羽虫だか分からなくなって
それなのに心臓は勝手に動いている
腹も減る 欲も湧く
金が要る 金が要る ただ
暮らしたい 暮らしたい

出来ない 出来ない

みんな歩いている 遠ざかってゆく
ああ ふと気づいたらもう
過ごしたい人生は そんな大層じゃない
働き 遊び たまに愛されたい
ああ そんな当たり前が出来ない

周りのみんなのように生きられると思っていた

I thought I was an angel

Darling, I used to think I was an angel like everyone else around me
We all have the same skin, colored halos, and eyes
We can all do the "obvious" things without them even being a particular skill
Darling, I used to think I was an angel like everyone else around me

We sing hymns without ever being taught
We fly in a unique way that nobody has taught us
Never questioning the disparity that was opening up
Never questioning the disparity that was opening up
Darling, I used to think I was an angel like everyone else around me

Repeatedly being encouraged
Repeatedly being pushed forward
Taught to learn ten things from hearing just one

I can't do it, I can't do it
Everyone is walking, getting further and further away
Oh, I suddenly realized
That the things I want to do aren't that big of a deal
I don't want to be left behind, I just want to be there
Oh, I can't do such an obvious thing

The angels take off their uniforms
And change into suits and ties
Living their lives without ever being taught
Unable to live the "proper" life
I always work haphazardly
I couldn't do the same things as everyone else

Was it a design flaw by God?
Or did I drop it somewhere?
Yelled at to learn ten things from hearing just one

I can't do it, I can't do it

Everyone is walking, getting further and further away
Oh, I suddenly realized
The view I want to see isn't that big of a deal
Like an anime on Sunday at 6:00 pm
Oh, I can't do such an obvious thing
My love, can you imagine it?
Not being able to fly, not being able to sing
Even though I know how to do it
My body won't move, as if it were made of lead

Flapping my soggy wings
Kicking up dust
No longer knowing if I'm an angel or an insect
And yet my heart keeps beating on its own
I get hungry, I get desires
I need money, I need money, just
I want to live, I want to live

I can't do it, I can't do it

Everyone is walking, getting further and further away
Oh, I suddenly realized
The life I want to live isn't that big of a deal
To work, to play, and to be loved occasionally
Oh, I can't do such an obvious thing

I used to think I could live a life like everyone else around me