Текст и перевод песни 黛米 - 心口不一

心口不一

每次說著心口不一的話
心總會偷偷的抽痛一下
每次說著我沒關係的話
眼淚就會不聽話的落下

我還不習慣對你遮掩情緒
至少面對你可以假裝微笑
我以為對你懇求的很簡單
其實還是我想的太過簡單

我說我想離開你
哪怕每天只忘記一次
我說我想逃離你
結束了 不再等候了

這不是我想要的結果
最後還學什麼硬撐
不痛不癢說重要
也許這是最狠報復

其實不想離開你
哪怕每天只想起一次
其實不想逃離你
不想結束 期待停留

這不是我想要的結果
最後 還要逞強接受
跌落後是那麼的重
怪我期待的太高

This is not too bad
Really really not too bad
Just I can't believe

Okay, so bad.

爬不起來還在妄想掙扎
夢裡夢外還不都是一樣的
是不是我哭乾了所有眼淚
就可以徹底的對你釋懷

我說我想離開你
哪怕每天只忘記一次
我說我想逃離你
結束了 不再等候了

這不是我想要的結果
最後還學什麼硬撐
不痛不癢說重要
也許這是最狠報復

其實不想離開你
哪怕每天只想起一次
其實不想逃離你
不想結束 期待停留

這不是我想要的結果
最後 還要逞強接受
跌落後是那麼的重
怪我期待的太高

其實不想離開你
哪怕每天只想起一次
其實不想逃離你
不想結束 期待停留

這不是我想要的結果
最後 還要逞強接受
跌落後是那麼的重
怪我期待的太高

Inconsistent Acts

Every time I speak contradicting my heart
My heart will secretly twinge with pain
Every time I say I'm fine
Tears will start to fall uncontrollably

I'm not used to concealing my emotions from you
At least I can pretend to smile when facing you
I thought begging you would be easy
But it was more difficult than I had anticipated

I said I wanted to leave you
Even if I could just forget you once a day
I said I wanted to escape you
To end all of this and not wait anymore

This was not the outcome I had hoped for
Why did I have to pretend to be so strong?
You said my well-being was important
Perhaps this was the most spiteful revenge

I did not want to leave you
Even if I could only remember you once a day
I didn't want to escape you
I didn't want it to end, I wanted to continue

This was not the outcome I had hoped for
I have to endure and accept this pain
Falling feels so heavy
It is my fault for having such high expectations

This is not too bad
Really really not too bad
But I can't believe

Okay, that was pretty bad.

I can't move, yet I continue to struggle
Whether I'm sleeping or awake, it's all the same
Perhaps if I cried until I had no tears left
I could finally let you go

I said I wanted to leave you
Even if I could just forget you once a day
I said I wanted to escape you
To end all of this and not wait anymore

This was not the outcome I had hoped for
Why did I have to pretend to be so strong?
You said my well-being was important
Perhaps this was the most spiteful revenge

I did not want to leave you
Even if I could only remember you once a day
I didn't want to escape you
I didn't want it to end, I wanted to continue

This was not the outcome I had hoped for
I have to endure and accept this pain
Falling feels so heavy
It is my fault for having such high expectations

I did not want to leave you
Even if I could only remember you once a day
I didn't want to escape you
I didn't want it to end, I wanted to continue

This was not the outcome I had hoped for
I have to endure and accept this pain
Falling feels so heavy
It is my fault for having such high expectations