Текст и перевод песни 鼓鼓 呂思緯 - 蟲洞

蟲洞

迷途返航已找不回曾經危險火爆的個性
早忘了是為誰爭ㄧ口氣大喊願為誰捨命

披上了光鮮亮麗的戰衣加入權謀的遊戲
再看看自己原來早已淪為鞭條底下的武器

你將發現你無力改變這一切
無病呻吟真的太費力
臉皮笑著挨著耳光沒什麼基本道理
不停附和為了活下去

小丑們在背後消遣你當興趣
還沾沾自喜當消孽障很得意
別再妄想誰能夠了解你同情你

必須自己
找出存在的意義
就算思想都失去
為了活著活下去
抱著羞辱當有趣
還想著衝破天際
大逆不道的志氣
最終你也會逝去
如此的無聲無息

I just wanna be alive
I just wanna stay alive

I just wanna be alive
I just wanna stay alive

I just wanna be alive
I just wanna stay alive

I just wanna be alive
I just wanna stay alive

當草木都已枯萎城市也成了廢墟
當繁華都成死寂而天地物轉星移
當砲火摧毀大地等待重生的契機
當世間一切隨遇你我終化成白雲
當土壤冒出新芽大雨帶來了生命
當魚兒躍出水面畫出彩虹的光影
當嬰兒哇哇落地聽見心跳的聲音
遠處傳來的寧靜

就是此刻自己存在的意義
一種解脫的心境
平淡自在活下去
時間會陪著繼續
如果能衝破天際
何嘗不是好結局
最終我也會逝去
一樣的無聲無息

世界這麼大我站在這裡
或許有它的道理
我一朝一夕如曇花凋零
消散在風中雨裡
世界這麼大我不在這裡
似乎沒什麼關係
我一生一命如塵埃落定
埋葬在荒蕪貧瘠

Wormhole

Lost path, can't find my way back, can't find that dangerous and fiery personality I once had
Long forgotten, who I fought for, who I shouted, who I was willing to die for

Put on a glamorous outfit and joined the conspiracy game
Look at myself, I have become a weapon under the whip

You will find you can't change any of it
Crying wolf is so exhausting
Smile and endure the slapping, it doesn't make sense
Keep agreeing to survive

Clowns make fun of you behind your back for fun
They are self-satisfied and take pleasure in it
Don't expect anyone to understand you or sympathize with you

You have to
Find the meaning of existence
Even if you lose your mind
To live on, to survive
Take the humiliation as fun
Still thinking of breaking the sky
Outrageous ambition
You will eventually die too
So silently

I just wanna be alive
I just wanna stay alive

I just wanna be alive
I just wanna stay alive

I just wanna be alive
I just wanna stay alive

I just wanna be alive
I just wanna stay alive

When the grass and trees are withered, and the city becomes ruins
When prosperity becomes silence, and the world changes
When the artillery fire destroys the earth, waiting for the opportunity of rebirth
When everything in the world encounters you and me, we will finally turn into white clouds
When new buds sprout from the soil, and heavy rain brings life
When fish leap out of the water, drawing the rainbow light and shadow
When babies cry, you hear the sound of heartbeats
The peace comes from afar

That is the meaning of my existence at this moment
A state of liberation
Live on in peace and contentment
Time will accompany me to continue
If I can break the sky
Why can't it be a good ending
You will eventually die too
Still as silent

The world is so big, I'm standing here
Maybe there is a reason
My short life is like a昙花凋零
Disperse in the wind and rain
The world is so big, I'm not here
It seems there is no relationship
My whole life is like the dust settled
Buried in barren and poor