Текст и перевод песни Kim Bum Soo - 슬픔활용법 (The Practical Usage of Sadness) (Live)

슬픔활용법 (The Practical Usage of Sadness) (Live)

잊은 듯이 다 나아진 듯이 마음 잔잔하게 살아가다가
문득 아무 이유 없이 모래를 삼킨 듯이
가슴이 먹먹한 날이 있지

창피하게 또 눈물이 나서 하늘을 보며 꾹 참아 보다가
내가 왜 이러는 걸까 고개 저어 봐도
결국엔 너의 생각만 나면

너 때문에 이렇게 산다고
너 때문에 못쓰게 된 나라고
바보처럼 너를 미워할 핑계를 찾곤 했어
슬픔이 너를 멀리로 데려가 주길

그때처럼 웃어 본 적 없어 세상이 마냥 좋은 적 없었어
눈부신 니가 없어서 앞을 못 본다고
떠나간 너를 탓할 때마다

너 때문에 내가 살았는데
너 때문에 너무 행복했는데
어떻게 목숨 같은 너를 그렇게 울렸냐고
오히려 슬픔은 또 너를 데려와

너 때문에 이렇게 산다고
너 때문에 못쓰게 된 나라고
바보처럼 너를 기억할 핑계를 찾고 있어
아직도 나는 이별도 못하고 살아

슬픔활용법 (The Practical Usage of Sadness) (Live)

As if I had forgotten, as if things had gotten better, I was living with a calm heart, and then
Suddenly, for no reason at all, like I had swallowed sand
There are days when my heart feels heavy

Embarrassed, I hold back tears, look up at the sky, and try to endure it
I wonder why I'm like this, but no matter how much I shake my head
I end up only thinking of you

Because of you, I'm living this way
Because of you, I've become useless
Like an idiot, I used to look for excuses to hate you
I wanted sadness to take you far away

I have never laughed like that, the world has never been so good
I can't see ahead because you're not here, blinding me
Every time I blame you for leaving

Because of you, I lived my life
Because of you, I was so happy
How could I have made you cry so much, the one who was like my life?
Instead, sadness brings you back

Because of you, I'm living this way
Because of you, I've become useless
Like an idiot, I'm looking for an excuse to remember you
I'm still living without being able to say goodbye