Текст и перевод песни Swings - I Need a Break

I Need a Break

매일 나가지 난
하지만 쳇바퀴안처럼
제자리만을 어디든 교횐 많아
그래도 믿을 사람은
내게 한 명도 없어 싫었어
난 기껏 여기까지 기어 왔는데
내 식구의 인정
한 번 받은 적이 없네
대학 집어치워 개도 안 들어 내 말
News도 듣기 싫어
제발 누가 volume을 down
살아 본 적이 없어 단 한 번도
시간이 허락하질 않아
숨 막혀서 yea
밀어냈어 너를 네가 곧 다른 사람과
손을 잡는 것만을 기다리는 나는
어느 누구에게도 절대 할 말이 없어
싫어 널 지워내려 하려 할 뿐인데
소리를 지르고 질러도
눈물 받아줄 넌 없네
넌 절대 울지 마 나보다 강하니까
영원히 미안해 난 쓰레기니까
멋이 있던 적이 없어 단 한 번도
이젠 널 쉬게 놔 둘게
할 게 그것 밖에 없어
공놀이만 했던 그 때로 내가
돌아갈 수만 있다면
다 줄 수 있냐
라는 질문에 난 말없이
총을 입 안에 넣고
방아쇠를 눈을 감기도 전에 빵
내 존재는 깨진 유리 잔과 같아
담을 수도 없고 고칠 수도 없잖아
그래서 게임이 좋은가 봐
다 reset이 돼
부자는 뭔 부자
언제 풀을 입에 칠해
이젠 난 아무 곳도 못 가
모두가 비웃어
생각나는 건 오로지 죽도록 미운 너
날 눌러버린 선생 혼자 잘 나갔던
연예인 같으면서
날 버린 너네 세상은 안 변해
겨울이 끝나지 않는 숲
난 나무 한 그루
운수 좋은 날에 난로서 타주면
그걸로 끝 그게 내 삶이야
밟히기만을 기다리는
벌렌데 아직 난
It keeps goin down and down and
Down and down and down and down
Down and down and down and down
It keeps goin down and down and
Down and down and down and down
Down and down and down and down
Down
치지 마 내 어깨 한 판 붙어볼까
너도 겁나면서 제발 건드리지 마
다를 것이 하나 없어 너네 모두
잘 난 척하지 마 이제
난 돌아갈 거니까

I Need a Break

I go out every day,
But like a hamster on a wheel,
I'm just running in place. There's too much interaction,
But I have no one I can trust,
I hate it.
I've crawled all this way,
But I've never been recognized by my family.
I flunked out of college, and my parents won't listen to me.
I hate the news,
So please, someone turn down the volume.
I've never lived a moment,
There's never been time.
I'm suffocating, yes.
I pushed you away because you're soon going to hold hands with someone else,
I'm waiting for it.
I have nothing to say to anyone,
I just want to erase you.
But even if I scream and yell,
You won't be there to wipe away my tears.
You'll never cry, because you're stronger than me.
I'm sorry forever, because I'm worthless.
I've never been cool,
Now I'll let you rest.
That's all I can do.
If only I could go back to when I was just playing games,
If only.
Can you give me everything?
To that question, I silently
Put a gun in my mouth
And pull the trigger before I even close my eyes.
My existence is like a broken glass,
I can't hold it, and I can't fix it.
That's why I like games,
Because everything resets.
What's a rich man?
When will I eat grass?
I can't go anywhere now,
Everyone laughs at me.
All I think about is how much I hate you,
My teacher who put me down, who went out on their own.
Like a celebrity,
The world that abandoned me hasn't changed.
A forest where winter never ends,
I'm a tree.
On a lucky day, I'll be burned as firewood,
And that will be the end, that's my life.
Waiting to be stepped on,
A worm. But still,
It keeps goin down and down and
Down and down and down and down
Down and down and down and down
It keeps goin down and down and
Down and down and down and down
Down and down and down and down
Down
Don't hit me, let's just have a chat.
You're scared too, so please leave me alone.
There's no difference between you and the rest of them,
Don't pretend to be so cool.
I'm going home,
So goodbye.