Текст песни 4 My Therapist - KaeDee

I hate when I'm misunderstood
Or made to feel like I'm a child as if I'm under you
Dismissing how I feel, trampled under foot
Like what i'm saying's half baked or maybe undercooked
Fuck what you assume, my birth would be the fucking proof
It took my mother sixteen to push me out the oven, truth
Now i'm penning sixteens to push me up above the roof
But can't deny it's hard when it don't really feel like it's been cutting through
Yeah, I'm tryna do my best bruv
Heart and soul in every song, recording with my chest up
Fire emoji, fire emojis always coming back
Saying they'll be checking for the next one
Couple songs later, so generic when the text comes
Wonder if they even heard the song but still don't pester
Unsolicited advice, telling me I'm doing too much
But contradicting all the experts
Make me feel like I've been getting so defensive
I put my spirit in these lyrics so excuse me if I feel the need to mention
What's setting off these headaches, not just shoulder pain
It's like a whole 'nother weight that's causing all this tension
This game will have you redefining friendships
Running far from people acting like he's so sensitive
Cuz I really take pride in my penmanship
So fuck off with your lies and pretend and shit

Tired of people lying in their sentences
Knowing they'll respect me when I'm hella rich
And say that they've been rocking with me ever since
Feeling all this bitterness, won't let it win

Tired of people lying in their sentences
Knowing they'll respect me when I'm hella rich
And say that they've been rocking with me ever since
I should send this shit to my therapist

I get touchy when I feel like people miss the point
Then proceed to misinterpret me
It's the curse of being shy and introverted, seen
A certain way that's different to the version beaming back
When I observe the being living in my mirror
It's absurd I mean
I know why, only now in my adult life
The lone child inside of my community with dark skin
But when I'm with my own kin
They're acting like I'm so white
Even now when I get passionate
Believe, they still be acting like my tone light
I'd like to think I've grown, right
But my old mind it creeps in, still tryna to appease them
Regardless if it's knowing it's been told lies
I've seen the treatment of my people but with light skin
And I've been seen as like them
By some, get triggered by these people
Who remind me of some white saviour type friends
Don't talk to me like you think you're above me
Cuz you would be so lucky
Looking like me and to have a quarter of my heritage
And lineage of excellence and beautiful complexions and
I know that I'm
Ah... jumping to extremes but I need it to repeat and say I love me
Certain wrongs i've felt and now I'm righting them by writing this
And moving past the fuckery
Guess that's why I'm catting for respect
Throw my hat into that ring
Gotta prove it to myself
That it's pure magic that I bring, yeah

Tired of people lying in their sentences
Knowing they'll respect me when I'm hella rich
And say that they've been rocking with me ever since
Feeling all this bitterness, won't let it win

Tired of people lying in their sentences
Knowing they'll respect me when I'm hella rich
And say that they've been rocking with me ever since
I should send this shit to my therapist