Lyrics Reclusive Rejects (feat. Dubich) - Dubich , 99zed , Saliva Grey

I am my own worst enemy, and it seems as time is passing by
I look into the sky and I start to understand why
Nothings ever permanent, life's a waste of time
And social status doesn't matter because everyone's gonna die
And you know that you're alone when you can hear yourself breathe
No one has your back, inevitably everyone will leave
My pain is insurmountable, but it always starts with me
I'm in love with hating myself, I'm the catalyst of misery

Reclusive Reject I earned that title
Lock myself in my room til' the night comes
Motionless please no one check my vitals
I'd hate for you to know I'm suicidal

Been in my head thinking about the day that I'm dead
I'm in my room mixing medicine
I'm everything that I resent
I'm fucking tired of waking up, Imma go dig my grave instead
I'm the lowest of the low my body filled with contraband

Yeah I'm a joke
I steal my grandmas meds and shove them down my fucking throat
Cause I'm a fucking burden and I don't know how to cope
And when I tried to hang myself I broke the fucking rope
I'm turning to the drugs I cop the bag and shoot the dope

Where the fuck where you at?
I was dying all alone
Everybody starting leaving ain't nobody hit my phone
I turned my back into the world, I had to face it on my own
I started sniffing, shooting, smoking feel the cravings in my bones

Reclusive Reject I earned that title
Lock myself in my room til' the night comes
Motionless please no one check my vitals
I'd hate for you to know I'm suicidal
Reclusive Reject I earned that title
Lock myself in my room til' the night comes
Motionless please no one check my vitals
I'd hate for you to know I'm suicidal

Winter time
Feel the vibe
Suicide, I done tried
Definition of a quitter my entire life
Filled with sighs
I don't go a single day
Without me crying
You think that that's a fucking lie?

Out a bed, never that
Living trapped
In the trap
I don't go a fucking day
Where I don't
Flip a motherfucking sack
Fuck a pack

I just wanna wake up with some motherfuckin' passion
These bitches acting
Like I give a single fuck about they fucking actions
I don't give a fuck about my life and I ain't capping
Living savage
Xanax up in my cabinet yuh

I have found peace in the agony
And it seems when you're all alone you become comfortable with tragedy
The demons in my head absorb my mind now death is flattering
My mental is unstable, living normal is a fallacy