Lyrics Pressure - A-Wax

And it was just me
Had nobody else
No way to touch me
When yo bag was up
You didn't do much for me
I'll fuck with you now
The way you fuckt with me
Before I was up
I don't got no memories of playin catch with me dad
Tell my op's I said its good
Cause when we catch um its bad
I block out some of my past it's to
Depressing and sad I been askin GOD
How long he think this pressure will last?
Ya saw me starvin And you never thought to throw me a bone!
And don't offer me no blunts
I only smoke weed alone!
Plus a combination of
Bad environment And broken home
I always get this feeling
Like I'm somewhere
I don't belong!
All the pressures Adding up
Way to often i feel overwhelmed
It Don't matter where they put me
I'm still gonna be down
I pray for my continued freedom
Everyday with my health
Kickin somethin everyday
I'm in a battle with myself
Don't fake no love with me
Cause I'll be able to see threw the lies
If I didn't have this shit right here
I would just keep it inside
Sometimes i wait for responces
When I'm speaking to GOD!
Its been years & I still morn my dog
Like he recently died
How long?
How long before this pain gonna start to go away?
Lost almost all my dogs
My heart got broke that way
Put my trust in snakes
My heart got cold that way
I needed support from y'all and no one came
Cause it was just me
Had nobody else
No ways to touch ne
When yo bag was up
You ain't do much for me
I'll fuck with you now
The way you fucked with me
Before I was up
I dont got no memories
Of Playin catch with my dad
Tell my op's I said its good
Cause when we catch um its bad
I tend to block out some of my past
It's to depressing and sad
I been askin GOD
How long he think this pressure will last?
Pay attention to it baby
Please I can't afford too
When I was facing life
I never seen you in the court room
When they let me go
I had parole I ain't report to
You seen me with money
Not what I had to resort too
Somethins cookin in the kitchen
And it isn't soul food
All this treachery I swear
That shit done took it's toll fool
I guess you related to me more
When I was broke dude?
He just want the clout so he gonna
Say my name around them one fools!
Grew up in the trap momma
Complainin about the internet
My brother got the L
I sure wish I could get him out
Might still have some sanity left
Had I took a different route
Hard to think I used to live this way
By how I'm livin now!
People disappoint me they be
To much on that selfish shit!
Ran off on the plug?!
You had all that work?!
Why ain't ya just sell the shit?
She be bringin up all those problems
I can not help her with!
I was in the pin when I heard my dog died
I really fuckin felt that shit!
And it was just me
Had nobody else!
No way to touch me
When yo bag was up
You didn't do much for me
I'll fuck with you now
The way you fuckt with me
Before I was up
I don't got no memories of playin catch with me dad
Tell my op's I said its good
Cause when we catch um its bad
I block out some of my past it's to
Depressing and sad I been askin GOD
How long he think this pressure will last?