Ada Rook - Strangers - Silk Thread Growing Through the Glass Tube Bisecting the Abdomen of a Cecropia Moth Hatched in Captivity - DNA - Nothing Here. Lyrics

Lyrics Strangers - Silk Thread Growing Through the Glass Tube Bisecting the Abdomen of a Cecropia Moth Hatched in Captivity - DNA - Nothing Here. - Ada Rook



If I could become
A stranger to this place
Once again
I would hide between the years
And live there
But in the present day
The entropy remains
Every time I find a home
I just want to run away
The way the sun hits
The corners of my room
It reminds me of a dream I had
Of a world where i was still afraid
But where I also belonged
Deep in the sunlit cracks
In the pavement
Sometimes, late at night
I look up the names
Of the things that were done to me
And I try to imagine them
Slithering through my blood
Coiled around my DNA
And on the bus to somewhere else
I felt like a wasted stray
Run away forget it all again
And disappear
Aching longing for a lifetime
From someone else's mind
Can I be someone else
And I leave this all behind?
The cold Vancouver rain
I don't know who to blame
For the hole
That I feel inside my brain
Is there a way to feel
Like I can be something
More than this
A rusted-out carcass
Of the dreams
That I still remember
Take me back
I want to know
What safety feels like
I was supposed to be a person
I was supposed to be
A fucking person
They asked me what I wanted to be
But I didn't know
I couldn't know
They made me forget
I still don't know
Sometimes I feel like a wasp egg
Parasitizing a beautiful insect
Hatching into a fungus,
A rare bird,
A silk thread that reaches
All the way up into the sky
There's nothing here for me
And I just keep staring at the sky
I hate everything I am
Oh god please let me die
I remember feeling something
Like hope before the end
I want to start again...
Why does everyone
Feel so far away?
I don't understand
What I am anymore.
And in the light
I can see myself
In a different life
It was so long ago
It was so long ago...
It was so long
Ago...




Ada Rook - 2,020 Knives
Album 2,020 Knives
date of release
31-05-2020

1 Tortured Bitch
2 Black Cloud in the Sky? (NO SPOILERS) [Hire The Oracle They Only Write Hits]
3 Conduit - (13th Song About _____) - Anything Else. [Unfinished]
4 Reverie (JH Ligation Experiment 1)
5 Total Paralysis at the First Notes of Immaterial Crying and Ashamed and Wishing I Could Disappear Into the Lights (JH Ligation Experiment 2)
6 Lost Kids/The Juvenile Hormone. I. Endocrine Activity of the Corpora Allata of the Adult Cecropia Silkworm
7 2,020 Knives
8 2,020 Hands
9 From a Different World/The Juvenile Hormone. II. Its Role in the Endocrine Control of Molting, Pupation, and Adult Development in the Cecropia Silkworm
10 Glass/Remain/Rust (Fade Away)
11 I Don't Want to Hurt You (14)
12 Wake (Psychography Experiment 24-04-19 I) - World Doesn't Hold Together
13 Breathe (Psychography Experiment 24-04-19 II) - NONE OF THIS IS ABOUT TR__S SHIT
14 Someday (Dear ______) - World Doesn't Come Apart
15 September - Distance Holding World Together
16 Strangers - Silk Thread Growing Through the Glass Tube Bisecting the Abdomen of a Cecropia Moth Hatched in Captivity - DNA - Nothing Here.
17 Broken Wires
18 An Ocean




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