Lyrics How Long - Alice on the roof

I see a distant light, but I feel like I'm drowning
On solid ground tonight, but I feel like I'm drowning
Even though I'm still, now I feel like I'm sliding
Even my own will is to feel like I'm fighting, I'm fighting

I'm swimming underground
I need to know

How long, until this skin feels right?
How long? And I try, and I try, and I try
How long, I felt this my whole life
How long? And I try, and I try, and I try
And I try
And I try

I remember when we would always be laughing
Is this still my home or a place that I hide in?
Breaking from this shell is a risk I've been taking
Trusting in myself in this game that I'm living, I'm living

I'm up from underground
I need to know

How long, until this skin feels right?
How long? And I try, and I try, and I try
How long, I fell this my whole life
How long? And I try, and I try, and I try

And I try
And I try
And I try

I need to know
How long, until this skin feels right?
How long? And I try, and I try, and I try
How long, I fell this my whole life
How long? And I try, and I try, and I try
And I try
And I try
And I try