Lyrics Desperate - Ashlynn Malia

I can taste something bitter in the sweetness
There's an aching in my lungs, 'cause I'm not breathing
I break myself to pieces, test my patience
Craving just a little validation
When will I start feeling like I'm good enough for you

Only happy if you're happy for me
Dying every second you ignore me
Now all my self worth depends on you

When did I become so desperate?
When did I become so insecure?
I hate myself so you can love me more
When did I become so desperate?
Desperate, desperate (Oh, when did I become?)
Break the mirror on my bedroom door
How much longer can I do this for, do this for?

Scared that nothing that I say is gonna convince me
Need to hear it come from you or I don't sleep
I spend my free time wishing I was different
New identities and new beginnings
I don't know what I'm supposed to do

When did I become so desperate?
When did I become so insecure?
I hate myself so you can love me more
When did I become so desperate?
Break the mirror on my bedroom door
How much longer can I do this for, do this for?

(When did I become so)

When did I become so insecure?
I hate myself so you can love me more
When did I become so desperate?
Break the mirror on my bedroom door

When did I become so
When did I become so
Hate myself so you can love me more
I need you to love me, love me, love me