Lyrics Claustrophobic - Before I Turn

Chin to my knees
Wrists interlocked
I'm rocking back and forth
I'm trapped in my thoughts
They hit me
Just like the cognizance
Of how I killed my lover
And I have no defense
Chin to my knees
Wrists interlocked
I'm rocking back and forth
I'm trapped in my thoughts
Lurking like a venomous snake
They grasp onto my throat
Somehow with bloodshot eyes
I feel like I've been left afloat
So someone fix me
Make me new with clay and mud
Anti-tremor medication
Surging through my blood
Claustrophobic
I am so sick
I have manic
Depressive symptoms of a schizophrenic
Need a medic
I'm emphatic
Of how I need to rid this memory from my head
Claustrophobic
I am so sick
I have manic
Depressive symptoms of a schizophrenic
Need a medic
I'm emphatic
Of how I need to rid this memory from my head
The pain and hatred
Will always be something I
Remember forever
And ever and after
Everybody's screaming
They're sounding the alarms
They take away sharp objects
So I can't cut my arms
They tell me that I'm impulsive
'Cause I'm a fucking mess
I shut my eyes and picture
Her body in that bloody dress
Are you okay?
What do you say?
Thank you doctor for the pills that you gave me today
Voices like the walls
In my head, in the halls
The doctors and delusions
I can't even think at all
The pain and hatred
Will always be something I
The pain and hatred
Will always be something I
Remember forever
And ever and after
Voices like the walls
In my head, in the halls
The doctors and delusions
I can't even think at all
They're closing in on me now
And I can't breath
I want to be alone
But they'll never, ever leave
Voices like the walls
In my head, in the halls
The doctors and delusions
I can't even think at all
They're closing in on me now
And I can't fucking breath
I want to be alone
But they'll never, ever leave