Lyrics Peace of Mind (Meditate) - CJ

Meditate deep through the night
Peak of the day
Peek through the blinds
Seek and you'll find
Demons I know i should've
But couldn't keep them inside

Sweetened the pie
Teetered and swayed
Feet didn't slide
Weed got me high
Peace of the mind
Peace of the mind

Peace of the mind
Cut a piece of the cake, what I'm eating is mine
Know the beat didn't break but it's beaten this time
I'll repeat what I say till these feelings have died
They say Jesus can save, but I just wanna spend

Turn this bread all into debt, i cant prevent what I have said
Got so much plans inside my head, I might just plant them till I'm dead
Then resurrect
I been so slept on since conception, I'm the motherfucking best
Ain't no contesting, ain't no next one, I've got more than my life left
But this depression keeps the questions flooding in, like why the -
Heck did they put me through hell?
Never been arrested, so never did cell
Did that go over your head or under?
Shoulder to neck while I roll with the thunder
Posing next to the coldest of brothers
Hold your breath, cause the soul getting smothered
Going red but the flow isn't coloured
Those you rep got no hope of recovery

So you see
I'm in this league
Ain't in this game to play, I'm just the missing piece
These mysteries
Got me pissed and peeved
Like why the fuck I ain't the one that's going down in history?

Meditate deep through the night
Peak of the day
Peek through the blinds
Seek and you'll find
Demons I know i should've
But couldn't keep them inside

Sweetened the pie
Teetered and swayed
Feet didn't slide
Weed got me high
Peace of the mind
Peace of the mind

I have a problem with besting myself
I use a few verses, the rest on the shelf
This just the tip of the iceberg, gotta be nicer
Once I impress with my sales
Once my sails catch in the wind
Gotta outtake, can never sit in
Cause I stand out
Gotta find a talent scout, my bank account on sad amounts
It's paramount or paramore, I planned it out, I'll practice more
Panic attacks done had me spazzing on the bathroom floor
I'll pack up my bag and backtrack all that I spat before

Huh

Syllable count got me fucked up
Minimal chance I'd ever blockbust
Physical damage when I cock gun
Signature bang when I pop one

I cannot trust those that I know have it in for me
False sympathy
Lost energy
Talk timidly
Envision me
At the top of a game full of enemies
At the bottom, enslaved by the industry
Psychotically played to my victory
Now I got em enraged by the kid, the king

So you see
I'm in this league
Ain't in this game to play, I'm just the missing piece
These mysteries
Got me pissed and peeved
Like why the fuck they endlessly keep planning on killing me?

Meditate deep through the night
Peak of the day
Peek through the blinds
Seek and you'll find
Demons I know i should've
But couldn't keep them inside

Sweetened the pie
Teetered and swayed
Feet didn't slide
Weed got me high
Peace of the mind
Peace of the mind

Meditate deep through the night
Peak of the day
Peek through the blinds
Seek and you'll find
Demons I know i should've
But couldn't keep them inside

Sweetened the pie
Teetered and swayed
Feet didn't slide
Weed got me high
Peace of the mind
Peace of the mind