Lyrics Memory - Cecilie

I will throw it all away for you
My hopes and dreams and plans for you
I know it's alot to ask from you
But i-i-i-i i hope you see it through
I've been afraid to call your name
Afraid of feeling all the same
You went away and I took all the blame
But i-i-i-i the one who still remains

Why
It's
So
Hard to let go of something
I never even had
Tear me to pieces
Scream my name, but i won't go
You had me believing, how was i supposed to know
You've turned into a memory
Can't feel it anymore

We're running round and round the flames
We feel what words can not explain
You drove me mad and now i've gone insane
But i-i-i-i still want to feel the pain

And that's why
It's
So
Hard to let go of something
I never even had
But tear me to pieces
Scream my name, but i won't go
You had me believing, how was I supposed to know
You've turned into a memory
Can't feel it anymore

...
Your lies shout so bright it hurts
I can't believe we're fading out
I've tried to put it into words
Don't even know what's on my mind

You lies shout so bright it hurts
I can't believe we're fading out
I've tried to put it into words
Don't even know what's on my mind

That's why
It's
So
Hard to let go
Of something
I never even had
Never even had

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