Lyrics Tripolar - Charles Nkanga

Hi, my name is Charles and I'm addict
It's like I'm addicted to being perfect it's a habit
When I hit the nail on the head it's gon' lead to magic
But whenever I don't get it I lose my head it's so tragic
I love to dot the i's and when I'm done go cross the t's
I love to pay attention to shit that no one else sees
I like to put myself under pressure it's a disease
And whenever there is silence I just think you don't believe
I know you give me confidence and give me everything
I know you go outta your way to tell me I'm a king
I know it's so confusing but I always doubt the win
And that will be proven by the songs I throw inside the bin
I should be feeling 100 with everything you tell me
I just think this overthinking sometimes gets unhealthy
And I never open up to even let them help me
I just force a smile whenever they want a selfie

Hi, my name is Pika and I'm addict
It's like I'm addicted to over-loving it's a habit
I always put others before myself and it's so tragic
Cause when the interaction sizzles out I start to panic
I haven't done anything but I always feel so guilty
I never open my eyes to see the people who milk me
I give em a 100 they like Virgil giving me 50
And when I open my eyes I'm already feeling filthy
Damn
Why don't you just treat me how I treat you?
Or is it cause I'm placing you high and then tryna reach you?
I'm always opening up to the point that I am see through
I thought that was human nature not something they will teach you
Why does everyone start explosive
And down the line you notice that they must have a motive?
I just thought you was in the same sea my boat is
I don't know why this bullshit takes time to notice

Hi my name is DNL and I fell
I used to be able to knock niggas before the bell
My ex was so abusive and stories I cannot tell
My work rate just dropped and then I wiggled straight into my shell
I used to blame everybody for not being around me
I used to think there was people out here that's tryna drown me
I used to wonder with all my talent why they ain't found me
There was a couple of times that I gave up and threw my crown g
I just felt ordinary whenever I lost my sight
In the night there was clearly some issues I had to fight
Argue with myself when there was no one there
Constantly thinking bout my future and instilling fear
I can give advice but it don't work when it's about me
I've got people in my ear telling me no one doubts me
I've got Noble telling me "brother I am so proud g"
I've got 2020 vision but how come I can't see