Lyrics Special - Cosey

I can't fail this time
I can't fail this time
I can't fail this time

My momma said I was special
My poppa said I was special

Where do I start this shit?
Cuz honestly don't know what happened when i start this year
I'm supposed to make a boom I need a spark this year
How come every time I'm up i seem to fall back here

Don't worry boy just wipe them tears
Keep the devil off your shoulder know that gods right here
And if you ever need a friend you know we all right here
I'll be rocking with you till we see the first lightyear

So what's the point of government and policies
Life ain't always fair but do it gotta be
It never had to be
I'm in the land of carelessness and I'm not proud to be
But understand a blessing underneath all of the travesties

Chicago where the home grow
Chicago where the guns blow
Beauty next to ugly in both places still find love so

Who am I to judge what makes my brother feel okay?
If popping percs and zannies help him take his pain away?

My brother understand that you have people that do love you.
We all got pain inside but I'm not judging on your drug use

Just know that I am with you if you need to walk away
In 20 years I never thought I'd make it to this day

I can't fail this time
I can't fail this time
I can't fail this time

My momma said I was special
My poppa said I was special

I can't fail this time
I can't fail this time
I can't fail this time

My momma said I was special
My poppa said I was special