Lyrics Alien - Crucifix_x1

An alien has breach inside of the ship
Hopefully I can get rid of it

They only see me as an alien
Outside from the outside of the circle
I get too close then I forget that they can be hurtful
Then I lose my trust and hate everybody, then I got no one to turn to
Whenever I get down, shut myself off, now I'm the worse to

Come for comfort
When you never gave me any, reach the summit
Of my loneliness, at the peak, telling lies but they don't know who done it
But they always assume it was me, so I'm the one who gets punished
Not to say it wasn't me, but I'm sick of the judgement
Call me lazy, I call it depression, always seem to be running
From all the problems that want to hover over my head and you call them nothing
But I'm the one gunning
To reach the top with all my burdens, I brush it off, but they keep on coming

Always shooting my shot, but by the end of it I've got an empty magazine
Too tired to reload it and all the time i would blow it, I rather be unseen
Now I'm just a cog in the machine
Hope I make myself keep running smoothly before I turn to amphetamine

They don't know me, so they assume the worst
Just one look is enough, for me to be the one thing that they want to hurt
All the fuck you's I get, no wonder the dark side is where I turn
Ran into the fire with some people, they too busy to notice that I got burned

Alien
Alien
I'm an alien
Alien
Alien
Alien
I'm an alien
Alien

Cause I'm just a stranger
So whenever I'm in danger
They too tired to notice, that I've got too many layers
That I need to get rid of, but they stick to me call me a failure
Alcohol is the only one who's my saviour

Back on the bottle
Run laps to the throttle
Procrastination, slaps the faces of the ones who grovel
They won't get rewarded for wanting the fame, only the ones who are hollow
I just did a dance, got millions of followers, see my face sparkle
They didn't fucking work hard for throttle

All they did is lip sync
To rich shit
Now their the rich shit
Now their the ones with the fit bit
Not like they ran out of breath just to get their hits lit
I knew the game was going be painful so the stick I bit it
The struggle they don't get it
But the money they get it
Yeah the money they get it
And I get nothing

Alien
Alien
I'm an alien
Alien
Alien
Alien
Alien
Alien
Alien
Alien

I got rid of the alien
Now I'm going to travel light years away
To get to our destination
This is just the beginning
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