Lyrics Don't I Deserve - Elijah Blake

She been smoking more these days
Kinda crazy 'cause when I met her
She was more like a health case
Really into fitness
Taking care of business
A degree in communication
But we always miscommunicated
We'll be in the same room
But in two different places

Loving you is easy if we both
Had the patience
But right now is just bad timing
I've got someone who needs me
And to call off this engagement
Would just ruin another life

You pushing
Yeah, you pushing me to make a decision
She said, I know
You've got someone who loves you
She's probably crazy for you
But don't I deserve?

She said, I know
Yeah, I know all about her
But I put in all these hours
But don't I deserve you?

And now you wanna call me (Don't I deserve?)
Try and making me feel bad (Don't I deserve?)
Oh not that I know better
I gotta do better
From now I'm never gonna come back (Don't I deserve?)
Even though you deserved it

I really don't wanna rain on your parade
But these clouds are turning twelve shades of grey
We were never meant to weather these days
Let's be honest
Even if I said yes
Your paranoia will just ruin your happiness
And then you'd love me less
Round and round with me we're back at one
Ain't you tired of starting over?

Loving you is easier when we both
Had the patience
But right now is just bad timing
I've got someone who needs me
And to call off this engagement
Would just ruin another life

You pushing
Yeah, you pushing me to make a decision
She said, I know
You've got someone who loves you
She's probably crazy for you
But don't I deserve?

She said, I know
Yeah, I know all about her
But I put in all these hours
Don't I deserve you?

And now you wanna call me (Don't I deserve?)
Try and making me feel bad (Don't I deserve?)
Oh, not that I know better (Better)
I gotta do better (Better)
From now I'm never gonna come back (Don't I deserve?)
Even though you deserved it

Baby so you been smoking more these days
It's kinda crazy 'cause
When I think about it
I made you that way
I made you that way