Lyrics Closure - Eloise Kate

I think you and I should talk
Let's start at the end and
Just make sense of it all
To me it was simple
I was second best to your new family
And I didn't fit in

How do I undo
All the damage to my brain
To my thoughts
No I don't think i'm thinking straight
And I keep pushing people away

If only you knew
How much i'm still hurting
For so long I held on
To anything I could
And now my arms are tired
No i'm not afraid
What can I lose now when all that
We had is long gone
I need to know answers
Cause you left a hole in my heart and
I need closure

I know, there's so much left unsaid
Words that need releasing from my head
It's never been simple
It's an ugly mess
That clouds my clarity and I
Hate not feeling in control

How do I undo
All the damage to my brain
To my thoughts
No I don't think i'm thinking straight
And I keep pushing people away

If only you knew
How much i'm still hurting
For so long I held on
To anything I could
And now my arms are tired
No i'm not afraid
What can I lose now when all that
We had is long gone
I need to know answers
Cause you left a hole in my heart and
I need closure

Oooh
I need closure
Am I closer to the answers
Am I closer
I need closure
Am I closer to the answers
Am I closer

If only you knew
How much i'm still hurting
For so long I held on
To anything I could
And now my arms are tired
Oh and i'm not afraid
What can I lose now when all that
We had is long gone
I need to know answers
Cause you left a hole in my heart and
I need closure