Lyrics Spiral - Flexx

Slippin' fallin' into a spiral of oblivion
This is what it feels like to dig your own grave
Except the sick part is it never ends
You just keep diggin deeper, and deeper, and deeper

Losing control
Got damn man I feel it in my soul
I look for another road
But they're ain't nowhere to go
I can't function
All I know is self destruction
I'm a fucken addict living in a dungeon
And this is how I turned something into nothing
A snowball is how it starts then it turns into an avalanche
I'm fucked up man I never even had a chance
It's a steep decline, no rewind
Master of deception so that's why I seem fine
My life is like red light, green light
But I was never good at following directions
Why I'm headed down a path of regression
I got plenty weapons but don't use em for protection

These voices in my brain are driving me insane
I just spiral, spiral I just spiral
I pray to God it change, but it always stay the same
I just spiral, spiral I just spiral
Round and round spiral
Down that's where I go
Started on a high note
I'm fighting for survival
Round and round spiral
Down that's where I go
These voices in my brain, are driving me insane and I spiral

I spiral
I am feeling a bit homicidal
Or suicidal
I got a rifle
And staring down the barrel of it feels delightful
It's the same shit, just a different day
Try to escape but I can't get away
They say that misery loves company
But I love being by myself, stuck in this fuckery
Now I'm stranded in the deep end
Anchor tied around my ankle this shit is not pretend
I wish I could sleep in and never wake up
With my eyes wide shut, that's the that life I want
I been fighting's for months, years, decades
But it all feels the same cuz everyday's a fucken headache
I'm ready to break the pattern, climbin' up the Jacob's ladder
It's a vicious cycle, try to rise then I spiral

These voices in my brain, are driving me insane
I just spiral, spiral I just spiral
I pray to God it change, but it always stay the same
I just spiral, spiral I just spiral
Round and round spiral
Down that's where I go
Started on a high note, I'm fighting for survival
Round and round spiral
Down that's where I go
These voices in my brain, are driving me insane and I spiral