Lyrics Lying To Myself - Freestyle

I believed in you
Why'd you leave when you
Said you would never let me go
All i gave was love, wasn't that enough
Tell me the truth i need to know
I can say to myself that i don't need you beside me
That i've put it all behind me
(But) i'd only be lying to myself
And id only be dreaming of what
I know would not come true
Coz no matter what i do to try
To think i'm doing well
Reality is that i'm still not over you
I know everyday
Trying to find my way
Drifting into the empty roads
Crying every night
These tears, so hard to fight
What do i do, i just don't know
I can say to myself that i never needed you anyway
And after all i've nothing more to say
(But) i'd only be lying to myself
And id only be dreaming of what
I know would not come true
Coz no matter what i try to do
To think i'm doing well
But reality is that i'm still not over you...
I thought that it was never ending
No, i thought that we were not pretending it was real
I know my heart will soon be mending
And after the rain the sun will soon reveal
Yet i, i have been lying to myself
And i, i have been dreaming of what
I thought would not come true
I know after all i'm going through
I will be doing well
And when the day comes
I know what i say is true
That reality is, i'm finally over you