Lyrics I Just Wanna Die - Geto Boys

I finally look to paint a picture of my whole life
And for me to end it would be so nice
Somebody driving on this back street
So I could leave my shit all on the back seat

'Cause I don't love my life no more
So I don't want to fight no more
I felt this way before but it died out
So I shot my fucking eye out

Nobody understands me help
But I don't understand my self
I always find myself bein trapped
And my drugs that I take so I'm at
That point in my motherfuckin life
Where I don't want to live a fuckin lie

I just want to die
I just want to die
Die
I just want to die
Die

Let's go on a journey
Boldly go where no man has gone before

Buckle up and lets take a ride
I want you to watch me commit suicide
We're headed for a place in a dark land
In desperate search of that dark man

But don't you move keep it right there
I want to bring you smooth into my nightmare
Don't be afraid of watching life bleed
Explore my every thought, come out and sightsee

There's no man alive, that can promise breath
But once we arrive, I can promise death
And now were headed for the crossroads
Gettin deeper in the lost coves
And once we arrive
Close your motherfuckin eyes
Cause I'm about to die

I put the pistol to my temple
See the bullet in the chamber
Cocked it back and out of anger
I pulled the crack, see the shells jump out the side
Now I'm fallin back, I'm seein faces but they're all in black

I'm hearin sounds but I can't hear
I'm seein pictures in my head but they ain't clear
My every picture flashed at full speed
And now I'm feelin like I'm loosin my grips on all reality

But my reality is a battle G
And I was tired of havin talks with myself about mentality
End it all I stand tall apparently I wasn't patient enough
To hear the man call

So now I leave myself to strive or die
But I've lost all my hopes inside
And I just want to die