Lyrics Love Myself - Hendersin

Why do I do this every single time?
Already knew this, that I was out my mind
And the way that I view this, you'd think that I was blind
'Cause I just say "Screw this, damn it, we'll be fine"
And I make an exception, and I pay the cost
Same direction, I still feel lost
The intersection that I need to cross
Need to do some reflection on pain I've caused

A whole lot of baggage but really I don't claim it
Thoughts running wild, I'm wishin' that I could tame it
Emotion's rapid fire, I'm wishing that I could aim it
And you say you're doing better, I'm wishing I could same it
'Cause I gotta get on track like a G.I.
But my burdens always follow me like a P.I
Looking at my ex, and you hoping you see why
But honestly, I've been like this since knee-high

Wake up and I start running
Running to lose the past
But the, the thing about it
Is it moves way too fast
And I don't, don't wanna leave you
I don't want no one else
But if, but if I love you
First, I should love myself

Why do you love me? I need to know
Inside, it gets ugly but I wanna grow
The second you hug me, I let go
Guess I got lucky, 'cause I don't show
All the emotions that I feel
Like I'm stuck in the ocean but I just deal
A sip of the potion, and life gets real
I've been praying and hoping that I can heal
I don't wanna ever let you down like that Nate guy
Wish I was type of person that could take my-
Feelings and just get 'em off my chest like a weight, why?
Do I always wait until the second I break, try
Wait like 30 days, that's the point of no return
Usher in a new way or let it burn
Ashes to ashes, someone get a urn
This is my battle, it's not your concern

Wake up and I start running
Running to lose the past
But the, the thing about it
Is it moves way too fast
And I don't, don't wanna leave you
I don't want no one else
But if, but if I love you
First, I should love myself

Wake up and I start running
Running to lose the past
But the, the thing about it
Is it moves way too fast
And I don't, don't wanna leave you
I don't want no one else
But if, but if I love you
First, I should love myself