Lyrics Wasted - Hendersin

My mind, it goes (it goes)
To a place that nobody knows (knows)
Second guess the things that I chose (I chose)
Ashamed of all the times that I froze
Didn't know what to do
I wish that I was there for you
I need some proof (some proof)
I lie in bed while searching for truth (for truth)
Sick and tired's just an excuse (excuse)
Sometimes, I'm like, man, what's the use?
Someone tell me what's the use
I wish that I knew the truth

Can't look in the mirror, I'm too scared to face it
Don't know what I want, so how could I chase it?
Looking back on life, I wish I could erase it
Too much getting wasted
I don't wanna waste it
No more

My love, it goes (it goes)
From the highest heights to deepest of lows (lows)
Why we love, no one really knows (knows)
I just hope my heart doesn't close
Every time I open up, I just end up closing up

It's like I'm stuck in a nightmare where I can't run far
Driven by fear, I'ma give that shit one star (one star)
And the problem's with me
'Cause I was too blind to see really who my day ones are (ones are)
Yeah, and I was jaded like Will's wife
Don't want fake friends when you tryna live real life
Don't wanna wake up not sober one day
Just to realize all I ever did in life was get older

Can't look in the mirror, I'm too scared to face it (yeah)
Don't know what I want, so how could I chase it?
Looking back on life, I wish I could erase it
Too much getting wasted
I don't wanna waste it
No more

Sometimes, being imaginative costs
The question is: how many of us are willing to bear the costs of being different?
Of being imaginative, asking tougher questions