Lyrics The Remedy - Rxmn , Ikilledmarlon

Yeah.
Look.
Uh.
Somehow I'm still addicted to it.
You'd think I'd learn my lesson.
Stuck between this tension like a muscle and a blood vessel.
God bless you: what I need to hear.
Cause I been strattlin this sinnin like I been practicin equestrian.
But you don't understand the algorithm complex invested in the
Remedy, lookin for a prospect cause ain't
No happiness that's hidden in depression.
I don't want to talk to pastors they just looking for confessions,
But I'm stressin like my chest benching 225,
Looking for a reason not to die cause the
Meaning's so demeaning while I'm breathing wasting time.
God's crying cause our spirits ain't in line, and,
I don't feel like I'm a product of the grace cause I been lookin in
The mirror and I never seen my face; disgusted,
How I'm lustin after women,
Driven addicted to fornicatin like a mistress.
Huh?
I know the story perfectly.
It's like I'm seeking after God with complacency.
Heh.
This is the monster that she made of me.
A temporary God like a coach in a vacant seat.
But you don't get that.
Every day's a setback two steps forward three towards the past I
Guess that's the cycle of addiction conflicted with my conviction.
Fact or fiction I'm just terrified by my decisions.
Yeah.
I need a remedy.
Wooh!
Somehow I'm still addicted to it.
Somehow I'm still addicted.
Somehow I'm still addicted to it.
Somehow I'm still addicted.
Man.
Somehow I'm still addicted to it.
Somehow I'm still addicted.
Somehow I'm still addicted to it.
Somehow I'm still addicted.
Look, fascinated by the depth within the constellation,
But isolated in an adolescent mind state,
Patience is seeming foreign like ferarris,
And I'm sounding like a broken record every time I say sorry.
I'm infected like a virus.
Feeling like I lost my mind a victim caught by ISIS.
I'm distracted, trapped within this jail cell,
Running in these circles like a dog chasing tail,
Cause I'm a dog chasing tail, can't you tell,
Drifting in this ocean so I guess I'm bound for hell.
Devil in the dress and you can see the passion burning I ain't even
Gotta say it you can notice by the smell, and well,
I ain't ever been the shy type as bitter as
It tastes I ain't scared to bite the lime light.
Hehe.
Lord knows I'm left to my right.
In hindsight, I'm the reason for these stressful nights.
Yeah.
I need that remedy.
Aw.
Somehow I'm still addicted to it.
Somehow I'm still addicted.
Somehow I'm still addicted to it.
Somehow I'm still addicted.
I need to see you.
You're the air I breathe, you're my remedy.
You're the air I breathe, you're my remedy.
Remedy.
Man.
Took me a long time to get it right.
Hmhm.
But I finally got it right.
You only gotta win the lotto one time heh?
The Remedy.
Look.
Stay selling them lies.
The addiction addicted.
I know that I'm looking for love and
That's like someone finding Atlantis.
From a broken heart to a new faith, I don't ever want to doubt it.
Real love move in silence and I can't live without it.
Uh.
Got to move like I'm seven pounds.
But I'm caught up in the game cause I play well.
Oh well.
Throwing coins in the well.
Steady hoping that these pennies turn my dream to a sale.
But I don't get that.
Does that mean that the ends justify
The means if I'm a sinner seeking progress?
Fallin deep in love with my nonsense just keep it 100 we know that
I'm living inside a facade, running from God,
When really it's silly he shelters my heart like a car in garage.
The one breakin the law,
His grace is sufficient it holds me like Jaws,
Through all the drama the kingdom is ours, my addiction is gone,
But then comes tomorrow,
When I pick up my cross, and anything else, I count it as loss.
Yeah.
Remedy.
I need you Jesus.
O'er All these addictions.
This love and these other drugs.
I hope y'all enjoyed the journey, Cause you're not alone.