Lyrics Black Lies - Janice , Saint

This feeling that I'm not who I think I am
That somrthing's telling me
And honestly
I think that there's some dark residing that lives inside of me

It's like a booster creeps up from beneath me
Something like a heartbeat's running through my veins
On the surface, someone undeserving becomes the victim
That's just how it seems

No escape
I've fallen, it was like a web of black lies
I can't change it
I've gone too far, I'm in the thick of black lies, black lies

Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh

I keep landing right back in the same position
There's something wrong with me
Tell you white lies just wrapped up in something darker
This thing is running deeper

It's like a booster creeps up from beneath me
Something like a heartbeat's running through my veins
On the surface, someone undeserving becomes the victim
That's just how it seems

No escape
I've fallen, it was like a web of black lies
I can't change it
I've gone too far, I'm in the thick of black lies, black lies

Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh

Darkness creeps in, in a room full of secrets
These voices are never speechless and I'm in, wait
Don't get stranded in between you and who you were
You were here to met evil at the gate
Once or twice, perhaps more than just chaos
Lies ahead past this road of no return
Why? It's my mind, it's dishonest to my heart
I can't stand this avalanche that's in my conscious filled with lies
She got me messed up
Naked wearing nothing but black bars as I quest up
That's just real, girl I've been holding some things from you
And all the walls closing in, I don't know what to do

It's like a booster creeps up from beneath me
Something like a heartbeat's running through my veins
On the surface, someone undeserving becomes the victim
That's just how it seems

No escape
I've fallen, it was like a web of black lies
I can't change it
I've gone too far, I'm in the thick of black lies, black lies

Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
(I'm telling you this is not who I wanna)
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
(This is not who I wanna be)
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh
(This is not who I wanna, this is not who I wanna)
Oh oh oh, oh, oh oh oh