Lyrics Real $uccess - Jesse B Dawg

I let you live my life I wasn't strong enough
Now im caught up in the wind with nothin left but my mamas trust
I tried to make it rappen but when it didn't happen
I went back to the drawin board and re-imagined the whole package
Now im 10 deep n i call my crew the bmg
We smoke lots of weed n turn emcees into shredded beef
I went from jesse b to b dawg to jbd
I just wanna be myself dawg just let me breathe

Everytime i write that dark shit
Im inside my mind tryna find the light
Why is everybody so heartless?
I just wanna be, let me live my life
Let me live my life the way i want
Let me life my life
Let me live my life the way i want
Let me live my life

Everybody got their own picture of perfect
Is it worth it for you to be knockin my purpose
I put blood n sweat in the fucken stu
I guess you ain't built for the shit that i do
When chips came in all you had was your word
No skills no deal no plans no worth
N for what its worth we tried development
Just for hell of it made you relevant
But that never really worked
Cuz you never really worked
So i had purge a motherfucker
Off the face of earth
So what i dont give a fuck I treat people like shit that dont value me much
Yea we used to be boys but somethin happened
Your stupid ass actions made you non cannon
I ain't sayen you never came threw Im sayen
You don't bite the hand that fucken made you

Everytime i write that dark shit
Im inside my mind tryna find the light
Why is everybody so heartless?
I just wanna be, let me live my life
Let me live my life the way i want
Let me life my life
Let me live my life the way i want
Let me live my life

Let me live my life how i want
Stop tryna front Like u know whatsup
I been their n i done that
Now i just wanna kick back n relax
N make some rap without you up my ass
N make cash without on the tab
God damn this business
Got my mutherfucker mind all twiztid
I just wanna live my life without you given a shit
About me or my kids or the shit that im in
Is that too much to ask
Or are you incompetent
Can you comprehend
Without arguin?
Or are you just out here
Tryna make it hard to win
Tryna keep me shoppin in the bargain bins
Why cuz u wanna be apart of it?
Fuck no you ain't got no heart in this

Yeah Imma keep grinden Yeah imma keep hustelin
Imma keep fucken with the team
Dunkin on these weak nothins
Yeah Imma keep grinden Yeah imma keep hustelin
Imma keep fucken with the team
Dunkin on these weak nothins

Everytime i write that dark shit
Im inside my mind tryna find the light
Why is everybody so heartless?
I just wanna be, let me live my life
Let me live my life the way i want
Let me life my life
Let me live my life the way i want
Let me live my life