Lyrics Captive - K-Rawn

We have a hand on a trigger
And a blade near our arm
Through all this fuckin' pressure
We remaining calm
The man across from me resites a verse from Psalms
We make our next move
He squeezes the clip on his palm
The man doesn't even blink
The trigger is empty, his pulse rises, his heart sinks
His life flashed in milliseconds when he grabbed the weapon
Gates of Hell ain't far off
He's closer in that direction
Drops the gun with a sigh of relief
Knowing he cheated death, tosses me the piece
Damn, why's this happening to me?
Why am I stuck in Saigon? I'm only 23
1966 was supposed to be my year
No regrets or hatred and definitely no fear
My beautiful wife is probably home in tears
I'd give my fuckin' kidney to not be here
One of the guards yells at me in fury
"Pick the fuckin' gun up and shoot, c'mon hurry"
Knowing in a few seconds, I'm probably dead
I take the Desert Eagle, place it to my head

Until my death, my goal's to stay alive
Until my death, my goal's to stay alive
Unt-until my death, my goal's to stay alive
Unt-until my death, only the strong survive

Until my death, my goal's to stay alive
Until my death, my goal's to stay alive
Unt-until my death, my goal's to stay alive
Unt-until my death, only the strong survive

Nothing in the chamber
Just for this moment, I avoided danger
Just a few more rounds and I'll make it through this shit
Then I see the man next to me get pistol whipped
Turns to me, I see a bloodied and broken nose
I realize even after this game, none of us going home
We dying by the bullet or their hands at will
Shit I'm probably going to Hell for all the Charlie I killed
Fuck, I hear those nurses now
Want me to OD with drugs
Want me to join their looney and mentally insane club
I think they're working for Cong, I think that they are the menace
They say I have dementia and the war is finished
Bullshit, I gotta find my fighting brothers
Fuck all of you, I think you're working undercover
I run to my door and I press the lock
Then these 2 guys break through my door to my shock
Punch one in the nose, I'm fighting Cong, I ain't worried
"Grab the fuckin' needle and shoot c'mon hurry"
I thought I had them beat but to my surprise
The needle's in my back and I'm closing my eyes