Lyrics Survive Love - Kasino Fluorescein

I know i've felt this way before
But now this time I know for sure
That you'd be one to walk out that door
Always when i reach out just to send a text
But you always somehow manage to leave me on read
So I went and did the thing that i thought that i had to
Why do i do what i know i'm not supposed to do
When it all falls i know you won't be there
Can't see where i'm going so you'll have to wait
Can't believe i actually thought you would cooperate
Should've seen this coming at me from a million miles away
You passed up all my signs so i began to stray
When you caught me in the end you know i wasn't okay
In the end should've known that i'd always be the one to blame

I'm kinda messed up but i'm proud to be heathen
I'm not afraid of the dark cuz i know i'm still breathing
High as a kite, staring dumb at the ceiling
Yeah my body's not hurt but i know i'm still healing

Wish i could be your superman
But i can't fly
My eyes not blue
And i can die
Every woman i've loved left
And i can't lie
Could've been my fault
I won't take my side
Danielle took that ride
Tears in her eyes
Can't forgive myself
Won't let that slide
She deserved me
I didn't deserve her
How could i desert her
After the world hurt her
That's just how this game goes
Heard you cheated on me
Guess we row the same boat
Hearts so cold so we wore the same coats
Your love language i couldn't speak
Another woman's abortion
Caused you to lose sleep
Into deep my ex standing by just laughing
A gemini behind my back just stabbing
For your forgiveness i am not asking
Unrealistic love is not worth grabbing

I'm kinda messed up but i'm proud to be heathen
I'm not afraid of the dark cuz i know i'm still breathing
High as a kite, staring dumb at the ceiling
Yeah my body's not hurt but i know i'm still healing

I was surviving love
Surviving love
Just surviving love
Surviving love