Lyrics So Close - Kidd J

You put my heart in a cage
I'm not walking away
We're so close
Yet so far
I'm reaching out to your hands
Only you understand
We're so close
Yet so far

I feel so close, yet I feel so disconnected
But when I saw you I felt like we connected
But tragedy struck and it wasn't what we expected
We both tried everything but it just wasn't effective

I gave you my all, I even gave you my heart
But maybe that's the reason why we fell apart
You looked so beautiful to me like a work of art
I know this is the end, but let's go back to the start

So now I'm asking you was it because of me
Because this isn't love this isn't how we should be
I'm drowning in my demons I'm lost out in the sea
I don't care about the money you're all that I need

I felt like we connected but maybe you knew
I'm tired of being the only one, let's make it two
Let's go out for a drive and look out at the view
I guess what I'm trying to say is I still love you

You put my heart in a cage
I'm not walking away
We're so close
Yet so far
I'm reaching out to your hands
Only you understand
We're so close
Yet so far

I'm reaching out to you but I guess I still need help
Too scared of what you'll say, I don't feel like I'm myself
You played me off like a dusty record on a shelf
Now I'm doing drugs cause I don't care bout my health

So tell me if your listening, tell me if you're there
Tell me that you still love me, tell me that you care
Let's go back to the loving, like playing with your hair
We were one in a million, that shit is fucking rare

I guess there's no point in fixing what we had
Cause in the end all i did was make you sad
I took it too far and all because I was mad
I just want to say sorry to your mom and dad

I guess that I thought you would understand
I wanna say thank you for lending me a hand
Even though it didn't go as we would planned
All I can say is what we had was so grand

You put my heart in a cage
I'm not walking away
We're so close
Yet so far
I'm reaching out to your hands
Only you understand
We're so close
Yet so far