Lyrics Nocturne - Kite

I used to be a dancer in the suthern sun
The forest was my company
And I danced around
So hope you're an innocent
It was my heart
Get from all the talk
I wouldn't change a thing
It was a perfect sky, blue
But I became uncertained
As my world began
I wasn't much for talking
So I kept it in
I'll cover disappointment
Spread all around
All I heard was
Keep it down
I needed to feel heard
And some hurt I found
So I began to search for all the black within
Found more than I could ask for
But I asked again
My friends and I we complemented complex lives???
Or were we just uncovering a plain?? eyes
I jumped out in a fur for everyone with scars
And they were like salients for my empty heart
And everytime I think of it as lessons learned
Everytime I crashed and burned???