Lyrics Better Off Dead - Kygumei

I feel like I'm just better off dead
My emotions always get inside my head
Fake a smile and then I just act
Like I'm doing fine but really I feel sad

Nobody could love me I feel like nobody trusts me cause they always wanna stab me in My back
Deep inside it really hurts me but they don't care if it hurts me so I keep it to myself and Wear a mask

They act like they care but they don't love you
They just wanna put you down and be above you
Look me in my eyes can you just tell me the truth
I can't pick a side indecisive I cannot choose

I can't fall asleep cause I'm lying here awake
I'm alone inside the dark and I'm running out of time
I just need some space even though I'm not okay
I just need somebody's help but they don't care bout my cries

I've been really down bad higher than a space ship
Driving in the foreign having conversations
Up like night I've been talking to satan
When I'm at lowest ain't nobody saving me

I feel like I'm just better off dead
My emotions always get inside my head
Fake a smile and then I just act
Like I'm doing fine but really I feel sad

Nobody could love me I feel like nobody trusts me cause they always wanna stab me in My back
Deep inside it really hurts me but they don't care if it hurts me so I keep it to myself and Wear a mask

They act like they care but they don't love you
They just wanna put you down and be above you
Look me in my eyes can you just tell me the truth
I can't pick a side indecisive I cannot choose