Lyrics I Hate Myself - Lil 9

I hate myself
Cause now you're gone
Found another one
Quickly moved on
Cared about me one day
Next day you don't
What is so wrong with me
I hate myself
Don't wanna be alive
Got love scars tatted
No one by my side
And the fact you don't want me
Kills me inside
Do you just want me to die

I know I bother and annoy you
And that's a simple fact
Cause no matter what I gave
You never gave it back
It was your idea all of it
Started on a November night
Now it's gonna be a frozen December
Cause you're not by my side
I feel the pain
I'm driving 100
In the rain
In a rear wheel drive
Hoping I crash my Benz
It's empty without you inside
And I should've seen it all coming
But again I missed the signs
I was up till 4 cause I missed you
And you didn't even reply

I hate myself
Cause now you're gone
Found another one
Quickly moved on
Cared about me one day
Next day you don't
What is so wrong with me
I hate myself
Don't wanna be alive
Got love scars tatted
No one by my side
And the fact you don't want me
Kills me inside
Do you just want me to die

Do you just want me to die

Yea

No no no no no

Life's moving slow