Lyrics Role Model - Lobo

Yeah, yeah
I'm not broken cause I wanna' be
How can you even stand the stupid thought of me
I can't even comprehend what's out in front of me
I don't think that I could take another shot and live
I think tonight would just be better if I bought a clip and loaded it
Then really took a shot I've always wanted to
Am I confused about who or what I want to be?
Or am I sick of people calling me a "wannabe"?
I mean honestly I'm sick of no apologies for things that really bother me
I'm sick of getting nothing when I'm giving people all of me
I don't think I've been happy since 2008's "The Carter 3"
But then I go to therapy they tell me "Tony just believe"
"Believe that you can do it cause you gotta' push on through it
You should think about your family If you did it they'd be ruined"
But it's foolish I don't know how I can do this
God this gun is fucking stupid!
If I wake up tomorrow maybe it will be okay
I'll down another bottle by myself try to forget
I am no role model I can't be around your kids
I am so unstable if I tried to move I'd slip
If I wake up tomorrow maybe it will be okay
I'll down another bottle by myself try to forget
I am no role model I can't be around your kids
I am so unstable if I tried to move I'd slip
(If I tried to move I'd slip)
What do y'all want from me
I always seem put my finger on the wrong subject
My family will always ponder what I'm becoming
I'm only twenty give me time because I'm onto something
If I can not make my life i'll take my life and end up in a slumber sleeping six feet under
God damn!
I gotta cut it out
I gotta watch my mouth
What goes around comes around got that chip on my shoulder now
Can't be seen when I go in town cause I don't fuck with no one now
Think I like that I'm all alone
Think it's fine that I'm off Patron
I hide in my mind so why try to look at the phone?
Im going ghost, going ghost, yeah
Going ghost, going ghost!
I'm embracing that side of me
'Cause no one even wanna see the sight of me
If they tell me different thinking that they lie to me
I ain't who I try to be
If I wake up tomorrow maybe it will be okay
I'll down another bottle by myself try to forget
I am no role model I can't be around your kids
I am so unstable if I tried to move I'd slip
If I wake up tomorrow maybe it will be okay
I'll down another bottle by myself try to forget
I am no role model I can't be around your kids
I am so unstable if I tried to move I'd slip
(If I tried to move I'd slip)