Lyrics Forsaken - Madi

Would you love me still if I was hospitalized?
Can't afford it when you turn me into your prize
And then idealize every twist of my lip and curve of my jaw

I've deceived myself, could I ever be bored?
Fuck, I'm breaking down and become my own storm
Sorry to be confusing, I'm just losing parts of myself

With a kiss of my hip, oh I feel like I'm floating
Then push you away when it feels all consuming
Obsessed and depressed, I don't know what I'm choosing
Call it when you feel like quitting you're over
It's not like I felt like this would be forever
Nobody could ever want bloody endeavors

Please don't think that I'm trynna be so aloof
It's not on purpose you would know it if I could
Insane rainy days like a burst of shame

Burst down, it's the person you chose
Lock down, I'll defend all my wounds
Hope that you'll be patient with me anyway
Duck low, it's a crazy behavior
I know I can't make you my savior
But all that I'm asking is you please forsake me