Lyrics Forsaken - Madi

Would you love me still if I was hospitalized
Can't afford it when you turn me into your prize,
And then idealize every twist of my lip and curve of my jaw
I've deceived myself, could I ever be bored
Fuck I'm breaking down and become my own storm,
Sorry to be confusing I'm just losing parts of myself
With a kiss of my hip oh I feel like I'm floating,
Then push you away when it feels all consuming
Obsessed and depressed I don't know what I'm choosing
Call it when you feel like quitting you're over,
It's not like I felt like this would be forever
Nobody could ever want bloody endeavors
Please don't think that I'm tryna be so aloof,
It's not on purpose you would know it if I
Could Insane rainy days like a burst of shame
Burst down it's the person you chose,
Lock down I'll defend all my wounds
Hope that you'll be patient with me anyway
Duck low it's a crazy behavior,
I know I can't make you my savior,
But all that I'm asking is you please forsake me