Lyrics after hours (interlude) - Mark Tuan

So was I lost?
Maybe I was high in the moment
Maybe I was trying to enjoy it
And it wasn't easy
No one believes me

And being alone
Feels a little better than a crowd now
I just need a minute when I come down
So now I'm a loner
Stuck in the corner

King-sized bed make you feel so small
When it's after hours and the curtains fall
I just lay awake in this empty place
And the days feel high, but the nights so low
Give my biggest smile, but it's just for show
And it stays the same, I can feel the flames

Is it wrong
When it all hits the hardest?
Home always feels the farthest
Alone at the after party

It's been too long
And I don't wanna feel so guarded
But still I just feel so heartless
Alone at the after party