Lyrics Clarity - MaskMyDemons

I think it's time
For me to get over you
I feel your pain
From the other room
I miss your parents
Tell them to check up on me
Can't ever
Get a good nights sleep

And I know
It's been a long time
I'd hope I'd get over it
Sometime
I shrug it off
Cold Shoulder
"That's fine"
Knowing damn well
I won't be alright

I wished that
I'd want you dead
But I love you
So I guess that it
I'd rather be angry
Than feel this
Talking to my mannequins
Playing pretend

And I know
It's been a long time
I'd hope I'd get over it
Sometime
I shrug it off
Cold Shoulder
"That's fine"
Knowing damn well
I won't be alright

Maybe one day
I'll stop my decay
I don't feel great
Not even today
A lot on my plate
My sunny days rain
I can't break free
Of all these chains

Last night I Dreamt of you
I got to see your smile too
I wish god killed me then
In my dreams seeing that
I woke up
And wished I was dead again

Degraded to a skeleton
And well
Played like an instrument
And
I don't need your empathy
Your Sympathy
Or if you give a fuck about me
I just want to see you happy with me

And I know
It's been a long time
I'd hope I'd get over it
Sometime
I shrug it off
Cold Shoulder
"That's fine"
Knowing damn well
I won't be alright

I wished that
I'd want you dead
But I love you
So I guess that it
I'd rather be angry
Than feel this
Talking to my mannequins
Playing pretend

And I know
It's been a long time
I'd hope I'd get over it
Sometime
I shrug it off
Cold Shoulder
"That's fine"
Knowing damn well
I won't be alright