Lyrics In the Dirty Water There Is Me - Michelle Blades

Tried to baptize myself in you
In the dirty water, there is me
But you chose to flee
Before we could get to know each other

My context is a burden
I understand, but still
Can I not have friendship?
Must you have me too?

In the dirty water, there is me
My heart is not a one-way street
With its home in a cul-de-sac
My heart is what you drove on
Trying to find yours
In the dirty water, there is me