Lyrics Doubt - Nick Kingswell

My father told me
To aim for the stars
I wished upon them
But I'm still not off the ground
I have my days where I can barely move
Can't find a way to see any good
And I've carried this weight since the day I was born
But I don't want to live like this anymore
My mother told me
I was looking tired
I said don't worry
That I'm fine
But I'm a liar
I have my days where I can barely speak
When all my strength was leaving me
I begged my knees to let me off this floor
I don't want to live like this anymore
It's like the wind
It's always there
It's always pushing in
Breathing down my neck
To disagree with everything
No doubt it will find its way again
I know
I know, I'm a nervous wreck

And I have my days where I can barely move
I can't find a way to see any good
I've carried it's weight since the day I was born
I've seen it cast it's shadow around
Like soldiers marching against the crowd
I've lived in doubt so long now that I'm sure
That I don't want to live like that anymore
I don't want to live like that anymore
I don't want to live like that anymore