Lyrics anti-friends - Nuria

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
I need to give to you
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
I need to give to you

Realization
I been with you since we were like 11
But I can't shake the feeling when you
Right on that area by
That little store I used to work in
Pull up very A-fly
You introverted, I am too
But I don't terrify life
So put the needle on the table
For your heroin high
Wouldn't fly, wouldn't try
That's the arrogant type
My angels told me that

I revisit, didn't listen
Had to sail and test the water
When you left me on the sand
I knew my heart be dry tomorrow
Tried to save ya, suscitation
Just the parents and the daughters
But I hate to see the faces
Disappointed in the karma
'Cause they blatantly erasing
Every tear and every trauma
Feel like everybody wanted me
To stumble and say "sorry"
Like they did to Stoicescu
Back when all we had was mama, mama
'Cause a golden chain get dirty
When you leave it in the summer
Pretty girl a walker
When you leave her for a runner
You know, you know

I need to give to you
Mmm, I need to give to you
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yo, I need to give to you

Resentment
Thinking 'bout the reasons that I love you
And nothing comes to mind
Nothing what I find
And it's heartbreaking
It's tear flowing
It's gut wrenching
But when your anger isn't justified
I just keep my trust inside
"Don't you ever yell at me"
"Everything'll come alive"
I just said a 100 times
Pieces where the puzzle ties
Can't alloy the other side
Can't ignore my fathers eyes
Told him what you did to me
All he said was "what a lie"
Over being undermined
My love will hide the pain

I guess it's funny how destruction
Made me everything you wanna be
Tell me that you're sorry, want a laugh, I want a comedy
See me on the podium, you lose your tongue and honesty
You can't manipulate me, I'm in college for psychology
Just to let you know, you'll never bitter me or bother me
Paint me as a villain, when I should've got apology
Paint me as the villain, I told you the colors honor me

I need to give to you
No, I need to give to you
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
I need to give to you

Reflection
Yo, I'm not a flawless human
And I will never be
That's not my goal, that's not my fight
Just know that Heaven see
All that I'm doing in the light or in the felon tree
You didn't have to get the ammo for your weaponry
'Cause all you ever had to do
Is come and let me rest in peace
But you couldn't do it
And I don't blame you for it
'Cause it's me too
I lost the beauty of my stunning vision
I put the world upon my shoulders
Started running with it
The tears are flowing
I'm breaking through in this moment
The therapist feels alone
And I ask her why I'm still coping
My heavily weight emotions
Too comfortable with the growing in solitude
That I'm throwing affection right out the window
Survivor I gotta win this
No matter what bond has ended
No matter who is offended
'Cause everyone opportunist
I'm twisting until the cube is as blue as my hands
I'm foolish to think that I'll just get through this
But I
Session over

I need to give to you
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
I need to give to you